I see myself in your eyes

with you makes me happy

Tuesday, 8 December 2009

Spending quality time with my love is awesome and it makes me happy :) Everything doesn't matters as long as I have him with me.

Anyway, we met up on Friday for movie and dinner. Went over to suntec for Kuishin -Bo. It was buffet style and I think we didn't eat that much to make it worth while. Lots and lots of food.

Sweetheart trying to make the prawns looked nicer in the photos and started to arrange them. He loves prawns for I don't know what reasons.

Dessert time. I like marshmallow with chocolate :)

And a whole bowl filled with chocolate sauce.

My green tea ice cream but somehow it tasted like green bean instead.

Sweetheart said his ice cream looked better than mine =.=

Watched new moon after the very filling dinner. It wasn't that nice as I expected. Not much of Edward but so much of Jacob. It was quite draggy and nearly makes me fall asleep. I need more of Edward Cullen.

Aww... charming.

Jacob Black's body is hot but he doesn't look that charming as Edward Cullen.

Home sweet home after nearly falling asleep in the cinema.

Met up with Sweetheart on Monday after school. School was very slacking as it was lab lesson and lesson was earlier today so I can spend more time with Sweetheart. Went Kallang Leisure Park which was a waste of time to go there, super wu lu. Anyway, we went bowling and Sweetheart said whoever lose will treat dinner. We played 2 games and in the end, I won both games :)

Next, we went arcade to "destroy" their machines. Watched Couples Retreat at Cine after leaving that boring place. It was a good movie, a funny comedy. Even though I was tired and sleepy, I didn't feel like sleeping at all during the movie.

After the movie, had supper at Xin Wang Cafe. I totally love this cafe cause they have my FAVOURITE!

Black pepper chicken chop, nice.

Some sticky rice wrap in lotus leaf thingy.

See! My favourite deep-fried custard buns :) I totally love it and you can't really find them anywhere else. Even if they have, it will be steam ones only.

One pot of bean curd. It wasn't that nice cause it was not sweet enough.

Sweetheart, you should stop feeding me with all the good food, they are making me FAT. It is so sinful to keep eating and eating non-stop. I need a slimming down plan, like seriously!

I love you for who you are ♥

Happy Bird-day :)

Thursday, 3 December 2009

It's December now and it will be a new year soon. Time seems to be moving very quickly. And OMG, next pay day will be in like one month time. How am I going to survive with the pathetic money I left? I have no idea where I spent my money to, it just went missing for some reasons. I need to save up but I don't know where I should start from. I need a plan, a good saving plan.

I seriously love the way Sweetheart love me. No matter what happen, he will always think about my feelings first than any other things. Having a boyfriend who is willing to put me in the first place is nice and awesome.

Dinner at Mahanttan Fish Market. Not bad but still, I don't really like fish.

Seafood pasta. The sotong is nice and chewy.

Seafood platter with yummy prawns + sauce.

Lunch at Hong Kong Cafe.

This is my favourite and is totally awesome :) Deep-fried custard buns.

Watched Ninja Assassin and it was so bloody. It reminded me of Happy Tree Friends. Met up with the rest of the family for movie - Mulan at Jurong Point. The movie was not bad but the seats were horrible. So squeezy and you had to sit still for the whole movie. I enjoyed my time spent with them even though not the whole family came.

Went school early today (Wednesday) to meet up with my supervisor to discuss about the major project and for the first time, I was early for class :) I hate my thumbdrive like a lot! Copy a file from my lecturer took years to finish and thus, I was late in meeting my lovely friends.

We celebrated Maureen's 19th Birthday today! Ate at the same Hong Kong cafe but ordered different food. The wanton noodle I ordered was nice. I was the first to finish up my food :) Maureen and Li Bing's mini birthday cake.

We took many crazy photos just now but I am lazy to upload here. Photos can be found at facebook from Carene :)

What will happen if you are not with me? What will be different if we never knew each other? Love comes unexpectedly and it is blind. Without love, are humans able to survive?

I love you for who you are ♥

Sunday, 29 November 2009

It's going to be Christmas soon, excited. Christmas tree is up and decorated but not by me, too busy this year. It's shopping time for the whole month of December but I can't shop much, how sad. Anyway, by spending time with love ones during Christmas is awesome :)

It feels so nice and good today because I don't have to worry what time I have to wake up and going to that pathetic place and work. I have the whole day to myself and not to get scolded by the effing stupid guy there. I am glad I left early :)

I love you for who you are ♥

relieve

I just realised what Baby said before was so right. Would you rather work at somewhere whereby the pay is high but you hate it, dread to go work and you don't enjoy working at all or the pay is normal but you enjoy working there?

I tried both ways. I experienced a job whereby the pay was not bad but the working environment sucks. As in, most staffs there all alright except that f***ing manager there which is just a piece of crap. He scolded me for almost everything I did which I don't think I have done wrong in any ways. Like hello, I don't even have a proper trainer and how am I suppose to know the right way to do things. Normally in shops, when products are running low, you try to push everything to the front to make it look as though it is full and is also nicer. But that f***ing manager pushed everything to the back and expect customers to reach all the way for the product? He kept telling me that in business you should do this and that.

Let me tell you this, you don't f***ing know anything about business! It is easier for customers to take and notice the products when they are placed in front and not at the back. And the f***ing manager just throw the products here and there. Hello, they are food, people consume them and we have to be gentle to avoid them from spoiling or breaking into pieces. He himself has no customer service at all cause he would answer customers in such a rude way and if I was the customer, I would have walk out of the store and never step in again.

How true about all those I had google about that pathetic shop being so bad in customer service. It is so true. It is not about me can't taking the stress over there, it that the attitude that f***ing manager gave me was crap. He kept saying I don't understand English and don't understand what he said and it was very difficult to communicate with me. WTF! He is insulting me as a degree student by saying that. He has that Indian accent and of course I can't really hear what he is trying to say. So I asked him again and he said I don't understand English.

I felt so irritating when I went gv during my break time. Luckily, WJ was there to comfort me if not I wouldn't know what to do. And thanks baby for being there for me. I got out of that pathetic place and yes, I don't give a shit about my pay. I rather be happy with no pay than unhappy with that stupid pay.

Now I have more free time and I am happy about it. At least I will not get scolded for things I have not done wrong. I hope that useless piece of crap will disappear from earth or continue mugging at that pathetic place with more complains cause of him.

WHATEVER! Why should I care when I am out of that place. I still love my job that I am working at now than that pathetic place a million times.

I need my baby now!

I love you for who you are ♥

♥ and more ♥

Wednesday, 25 November 2009

Every time when I read about horoscope, they will tell you that people from the same horoscope tend to be more compatible and that they will get along well enough for the rest of their lives. To me, this is bullshit. People with the same character and attitude are not compatible at all. Perhaps they will be very good friends as they will like/dislike the same thing and the way they do things are similar. They will not give in to each other as they behave the same. Loving someone that has the same character and attitude is boring, it is just like loving another you.

Celebrated Li Bing's birthday on her actual day. Had our dinner at Carnivore, the all meat restaurant. Food was normal but company was great even though everyone were very tired. Bill came to almost $500 after discount, a very expensive dinner.

Wen Jie was very amaze by the fish, a little too salty for the fish.

I think that was beef that Irshad was looking at. The beef was nice.

Love Love ♥

After dinner, we went over to Top One for karaoke somewhere in bugis. Weird place but they have touch screen for you to choose the songs. Awesome.

They also have some weird musical instruments inside the room.

Wen Jie and Me :) We started to go crazy after a while and took many stupid photos. More photos at facebook.

Pulled bing in with us to take stupid photos :)

I love my Sweetheart ♥

Home sweet home after singing till 4am.

Went out with Sweetheart on Monday after school. Ate at the Japanese restaurant at the basement of heeren. Didn't ordered my usual Udon.

Instead, I ordered omelette with unagi. Yummy :)

As usual, Sweetheart ordered some weird drink.

Tori karrage curry rice, not bad. But mine is better :)

Some mini prawns thingy. Not nice + waste of money.

Taka's Christmas trees with many many bears on it. Awesome trees :)

Christmas tree outside ION.

♥♥♥

Met up with Sweetheart before school on Wednesday for lunch. Had swensen at Jurong Point. Doesn't really taste that nice, perhaps just normal.

He is all I want ♥

I am nervous about later. I wonder if I can adapt to the new environment. I hope so and pray hard.

I love you for who you are ♥

Happy Birthday =)

Saturday, 21 November 2009

Happy 19th Birthday to Dear Li Bing!
May all your wishes come true and stay happy always.
Enjoy your special day with us later, love you =)

I love you for who you are ♥

I love you

Thursday, 19 November 2009

Been quite busy this few weeks and I totally don't remember what I did on what day. I lost count of how many movies I have watched this past few weeks. Webcam with sweetheart on the day that I have to write up my essay. It gave me the energy to finish up my stupid essay just by seeing him.

For the past one month or so, I am feeling happy, glad and much loved. Never did I know I will end up together with him. I am very pampered by him and I can now understand the meaning of love and seriously feel loved. I found someone that is willing to sacrifice his sleep just for me to finish up my projects and willing to accompany me to library and brainstorm with me. Someone whom will try to spend every minute and second with me and love me for who I am.

If 2012 is the end of the world, I just wish I can spend my last breath with him. Yes, he might just be a normal guy but he meant everything to me. He gave me the energy to keep moving. Without him, I guess I will never feel how it is like to be in love.

The past is a history which cannot be removed completely but somehow, you will learn to grow up through these lessons. You will regret but there’s no way to turn the clock back. Once bitten, twice shy. However, you should only be thinking about the happy times in the past and not all the unhappiness to keep a clean and memorable memory with you.

The future is a mystery. No one knows what will happen in the future. But I am sure my future will be a bright one with you along my side.

The present is a gift. I am content with what I have now. Even though, I might not have everything in the world but I am glad I have you with me. I have you to share my happiness, sorrow and whatever I will feel. With you are my love, I feel no fear but the courage to love.

Liking is easy but not loving. You have to really love that someone before you can say you love him/her. That includes loving everything about that someone, all his/her bad habits are included. I know I love you just as much as you do. My love for you cannot be express in words but saying “I Love You” means a lot.

I love you for who you are ♥

a series of CRAZY photos

Friday, 13 November 2009

Went to the National Library on Thursday to work on my project. I think we played more than we do serious work. Started to get bored and thus, we played with the webcam :) Finally handed up my project today but as usual, I gave crappy work. Slept at 11 plus am and suppose to meet Sweetheart at 3.30 but I only woke up at 4 =.= Anyway, enjoy the crazy photos :)

Trying hard to act like we did study and read those books.

Sweetheart is always trying to act like Brad Pitt in the Inglourious Basterd movie.

Okay, it doesn't hurt at all when he bit my finger.

I was trying to act in a horror film :) But Sweetheart facial expression was really too over.

See, he is acting Brad Pitt in inglourious basterd again. I guess he is too obsessed in that movie.

Alright, this is the crazy part of us.
I miss my Sweetheart ♥

I love you for who you are ♥

awesomeness

Tuesday, 10 November 2009

Sweet 18th Birthday to Ashlynn :)
Enjoy your very special day today and may all your wishes come true.

Went out with long lost Secondary School friends on a fine Saturday afternoon. Met up at City Hall where everyone is late. Didn't really did much except having lunch together because Li Bing and I had something on at night.

Met up Ashlynn, Wen Jie, Jeremy, Darrick, Irshad and Boyfriend at Jurong Point to celebrate Ashlynn and Wen Jie's Birthday. Had bakerzin for dinner and it was awesome. Li Bing and I ordered Ham and Bacon penne in pink sauce which is nice. The sauce isn't pink actually but orange.

Wen Jie's pasta.

Ashlynn's teriyaki chicken rice. Yummy Chicken.

Jeremy's pasta.

Pink sauce pasta.

Didn't took Darrick, Irshad and Boyfriend's food cause they were so hungry that they finished up in 5 mins. I have no idea what dessert is this, it tasted very creamy.

Ice cream with I-don't-know-what. Puff?

Chocolate cake with ice cream. Rum and Rasin flavour for this.

Today is a day of awesomeness and you can be blind from the awesomeness. Okay, this is random. I stole that sentence from Kungfu Panda. Today is a awesome day because I got to go on a date with Boyfriend.

Alright, we went bugis today, Iluma to be exact. The tickets are huge, as in big piece. It was an average movie, no idea why it is rated M18, perhaps bloody. Saw Ashlynn at Iluma :)

We went around looking for nice food for dinner. But settled at Empire State at Iluma. It is just like NewYork NewYork, the setting and the food wise. But food is not bad to me.

I heart you :)

Boyfriend "pretending" to look at the menu. He is cute :)

Our drinks. Mine is Summer Love with strawberry and Mango. Boyfriend's drink is i-forgot-the-name with lemon and more lemon, super duper sour. You will feel very awake after drinking his sour lemon drink.

2 different types of pasta with chicken bites and dried chili (not to be eaten).

Half chicken with Maple Syrup and i-have-no-idea sauce. The fries is nice, yummy :)

This is awesome. I mean really awesome. I'm not a chocolate fan but this brownie with chocolate sauce is nice. The brownie is hot and yummy. But I hate the nuts inside the brownie.

Okay, after seeing all the food, I feel like eating them all. But this is fattening and that's what boyfriend is trying to do, make me FAT. This is evil, pure evil.

Christmas is coming. I always love Christmas but I have no idea why. Maybe because I'll get presents. It is nice celebrating Christmas with your love ones.

It is nice knowing that someone loves and cares for you. You don't have to worry anything because that someone is there to protect you. You will smile suddenly when you think of that someone and you will miss that someone for the whole day. I met my that someone and I am glad I have him with me. I love you :)

I love you for who you are ♥

=( =( =(

Saturday, 7 November 2009

It's sad seeing people distancing you for no reasons. Perhaps we did something wrong to them and thus, they're ignoring us. If that's the case, why don't they just come up to us and voice it out so both parties can solve it out. Seriously, I have no idea what we have done wrong or perhaps I have done wrong for them to ignore us. I hate this! We're like nothing to them now, when we used to be very close. Whatever! Why care so much? But I don't wish something like that to happen. It is beyond my control now.

I love you for who you are ♥

you're my love

Thursday, 5 November 2009

First date with boyfriend the next day after chalet and I had effing 11 mosquito bites on my legs =.= Basically, there's nothing to do in Singapore so we went town to walk around. Watched Jennifer's Body before the dinner. It is quite a stupid movie. Had dinner at this Japanese restaurant which they're famous for ramen.

Baby Octopus.

Prawns.

Hmm, mine ramen but I forgot what I ordered.

Baby's seafood ramen.

Boyfriend dared me to post this photo and yeah, I dare to post :) He's wearing super long socks, haha.

His "awesome" tattoo. It feels like snake skin for the tattoo he tried to remove but didn't cause he is lazy I think.

Watched Poker King after doing some shopping for him and since there's nothing else to do. The trailer of the movie seems bored but it is actually alright, quite comical. There's not much storyline and it will be a good midnight movie cause you don't have to use your brain to think and guess what is the movie about.

Went back to the chalet after the movie. Just chit chat session for some of us. Left around 5 and home sweet home. I felt so weird without sleeping with both my blankets cause one was taken to wash. But still, I did sleep like a pig.

I love you ♥
Love is a very strange thing. When you're not looking for it, it will come knocking at your door. Loving you is great and is awesome. I never thought I would find someone willing to love me this much and pamper me like you did. Missing you is my everyday thing to do. Knowing you make me realise I can actually be a very happy girl, a girl that doesn't have to worry much cause I have you with me. You will always be there to comfort and protect me. I feel very safe and happy with you, my love ♥

I love you for who you are ♥

Happy Birthday =)

Tuesday, 3 November 2009

Back from GV chalet a few hours ago. It was so fun to see people getting drunk and doing forfeits =) Some of us played blackjack in the beginning and I played but didn't take any money out. Bets became higher and higher from $2 to $20. There's no win and lost for me, just play for the sake of playing. I enjoyed my night with them but getting no sleep at all is terrible :(

Today is Chiong Wen Jie's Birthday and thus, he had to drink up 18 cups of mix alcohol. He took a super long time to finish them. Happy birthday ~~pussy~~ chiong wen jie =) Hope you enjoyed your special day with us.

Something is so wrong with the "he-shall-not-be-name" person. Whatever he said to us are all bullshit and more bullshit. If you think he is good, clear your mind and think again. Why effing bother to lie to us? We wouldn't give a shit about what you say anymore cause whatever you say are all lies. You don't deserve any respect from all of us cause you don't respect us by telling the truth and believing what is so wrong. You are just dumb, totally dumb.

I love you for who you are ♥

I freaking love them =)

Monday, 2 November 2009

I love my family.
I love Li bing,
I love Weiting,
I love Pearl,
I love Mad,
I love Ashlynn,
I love Darrick,
I love Irshad,
I love Jeremy,
I love YaoShyan and
I love Wen Jie.

A big big heart for all =)

I love you for who you are ♥

heart heart

Sunday, 1 November 2009

The secret to making deep-fried prawns and teriyaki chicken. The secret ingredient to making the secret prawns and chicken is nothing =) Made it for boyfriend on a fine Saturday. Since he loves prawns and he requested to have chicken, so I thought of making them. But I think the chicken tasted weird, as in the sauce tasted weird.

I heart them too =)

That day I was so bored, I watched Kung-fu panda again. Wanted to watch Final destination 3 but it was too gross so I switch to a better movie. I never got bored watching it again, despite watching for like 4 times I guess. It is still as funny.

I miss you, my love.

I love you for who you are ♥

Thursday, 29 October 2009

Click on photo to enlarge =)

I love you for who you are ♥

my love

It's too late to regret whatever wrong decisions you made last time.
But it is never too late to cherish the one you are with right now.
I can feel my world is filled with sunshine and rainbow with you.
You made me feel like a princess, like those in fairy tales.
Sometimes I fear to wake up knowing that everything is just a dream.
It seems so real yet fake.
If it is just a dream, I will choose not to be awake.

I love you for who you are ♥

♥

Saturday, 24 October 2009

When life or everything seems to be dying on you, there's always one thing out there to be happy about. To me, that is love. Isn't it an amazing thing? When you feel alone, think back about the happy moments or even just a simple message in your phone will put a smile on your face.

The bond of two peoples love cannot be broken,
Bend it, twist it, do what you will with it;
If it is true love then the sun will rise another day.

- Cody Heller

I am glad I have you with me and the countless times of smile you put on my face ♥

I love you for who you are ♥

Twilight is ♥

Thursday, 22 October 2009

I love you for who you are ♥

I like this =)

I love you for who you are ♥

Delicated to Li Bing

Wednesday, 21 October 2009

Dear Li Bing,

Remember the times of the happiness, not the sadness.

Remember the days we're at bintan trying out the new activities that cause us to have heart attack. The days we had 3 days and 2 nights of freedom and fun.

The foam party which had super weird dancers.

How we tried new activities in Sentosa.

Our first night cycling together.

Our first Genting and Kl trip together. Look at YaoShyan's face =)

Our first time getting drunk except for Irshad who got drunk by drinking plain water.

All in all, be happy with the life you're living. Don't torture yourself when you can truly enjoy everything. Remember, we're all there for you when you need help, need to say out your sorrow or anything. I did feel sad and regret about my past, but I learnt that even if I am sad, it wouldn't change the fact or things that have happened. So don't bother to think about the sad things that happened, think about the present and future and only the happy things that happened. Browse through the photos that we had taken, forfeit, holiday or even just outing. You will definitely smile after looking =)

I love you for who you are ♥

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